First of all, the Academy Awards. Last night I tuned in, all set and ready to be cynical. My attitude toward the entertainment industry has been, well, resentful, for a couple of years now. But then actors like George Clooney, Rachel Weisz, and Reese Witherspoon, and director Ang Lee reminded me of why I adore entertainers. When they received their awards, they spoke from the heart. Charming, classy, intelligent, humble, and genuine. They blew apart my cynicism with their down-to-earth grace. I really needed that.
For those of you who read yesterday's entry, you know I was feeling somewhat blue. I thank everyone for their heartwarming comments. You guys are amazing. I ended up leaving the house for a couple of hours, went shopping, something I rarely do, and bought a few new clothes in bright, cheery colors. I didn't cringe when I looked in the three-way mirror, at least not so much. I'm proud to report that I've taken a cue from my good friend Mary Stella and have started preparing healthy meals and exercising. I've only been doing this for five days and I have already lost weight. I'm astonished. Now if I can only keep it up. I'm not weighing myself because I think I have an unhealthy number ingrained in my brain. I'm going by what I see in the mirror and how my clothes fit. I know what I'd like to see and that's my goal.
I've stopped and started eating and exercise programs before, however I'm fairly certain I'll follow through with this one. I admit, I'm somewhat motivated by vanity. Being in the limelight, whether it be on stage or at a booksigning makes me ultra-sensitive to my appearance. But mostly I just want to look and feel more healthy. I need more energy and a less-weighty mindset. I'm pretty sure the answer is better food, more exercise. Thanks for the inspiration, Mary!
What are your current personal goals and what are you doing to make it happen?
You can do it, B! See, a couple of days and already positive results. Keep up the great work.